You must know that many of us do not want to have to wait for the revolution in order to live anarchy. And surely, many of us do or have done actions that lead society to anarchy to a greater degree than, for example, the syndicalists, who seek to unite the strength of the proletariat, waiting for the right moment for the revolution but without it ever arriving.
I think my primary diagnosis should be autism.
I don't know if it's that I don't come across as friendly to people, if it's that I don't know how to play a role in social theater, but I just don't seem to fit in.
I also tend to overthink, going into loop thoughts or getting frustrated at not finding answers.
People have a phobia of thinking or reading, and I have a phobia of work, of monotony, of being just another robot.
It's the world upside down: the sane are called crazy, the crazy are seen as sane.