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  • I was only talking about the doctors that I know personally. I wasn't making a point about all doctors. I'm pretty sure they're not that representative. I'm not sure why I brought it up, as it doesn't have any statistical weight. I was just trying to give a perspective from the other side. Not all doctors are like that monolithic group of uncaring assholes that OP puts them in. Even if they might appear that way. It's simply the external constraints that make it necessary for them to act that way. Most doctors don't choose their profession, because they want to make tons of money and can be mean to desperate people. They're idealistic and their dream turns into a nightmare - because of unhinged capitalism. With lots of other jobs - bullshit jobs - it's easy to quit. But as a doctor quitting would mean throwing many years of very hard work around the clock away AND have an immense negative impact upon the patients most desperate for help (and also leaving your colleges (friends?) with even more work). If I'm stopping to be an Uber driver because it doesn't make me unhappy nobody would get hurt. The societal impact of that would be: "who gives a shit?"

    So they are much less likely to quit and have a strong incentive to keep living in that hell. They might not appear to be the nicest people.


  • I feel slightly angry with you punching on the people working in healthcare that actually provide the care.

    Nurses, but also doctors are working nonstop to keep the patients and also the system running as good as possible within the constraints that they're given. They cannot afford the time to try and change the broader political environment in which they have to operate. Doing so would cost lives. I'm not American, but German and I know a few doctors personally. They're pretty decent and even very left leaning people. The shit, human misery caused by a broken system, privatization/monetization of healthcare they have to deal with necessitates a certain dark humor, fatalism or cynicism to just stay sane enough to continue doing it. We as a society have failed to address this problem - the conditions that we put on them - and their only option is to develop a defense mechanism. You may not like it, but this defense mechanism against all this shit is better than the alternative - them all giving up and quitting. At least short time. Maybe the only way to fix it would be a mass walk-off/strike that actually causes a lot of deaths for us (society) to actually wake up and fix it. Unfortunately the majority only has to experience health care in exceptional circumstances. Otherwise it's pretty invisible to us. We only know about the overworked nurse or the uninterested uncaring doctor. We don't know the rest of the story - all the other patients they have to deal with at the same time. The bad news that they have to bring and the angry responses they get a thousandfold from unlucky patients, the treatment they have to deny because of asshole CEOs of insurance firms and the politicians who enable them (that we as a society don't remove with some pitchforks). We only see the end product of a person that has been molded by this broken system and we get angry at them. But they are not the problem. Doctors don't start their job wanting to be this cynic version of them. That's just the shit they have to deal, because we as a society don't help them that makes them so.

    And yes they get tons of money and all that (the doctors), but I'm not convinced that they get to enjoy it that much.



  • Maybe he doesn't have the time to form the correctTM opinions about everything that exists in the known universe. I just look what he's doing and has been doing for the last 3 decades: writing an open, free and secure operating system that everybody can use. Linux is IMHO the proof that something like communism can work in the real world. Nobody owns it and you thousands of people work on it from all around the world. If people can collaboratively write software together then we can theoretically do everything together. Also: our modern world wouldn't be possible without Linux. It runs everywhere. Windows is just on a tiny fraction of all computers.




  • I really really struggle taking posts like this serious. It's a screenshot of a YouTube-preview that has a clickbaity title and shows me a very badly done ai-rendering of George Lucas.

    I kinda like George Lucas. He's not perfect. he created a few really great films that might be considered slightly "woke" compared to the times they were created in. He mostly keeps out of the spotlight these days and only from time to time tells people who don't want to listen that - "yes, the storm troopers are definitely named after the nazis" and "yes, of course the rebels are like the viet cong (pretty embarrassing for you that i had to spell it out for ya, isn't it?)".

    In my mind he keeps in his lane and hasn't become convinced that his success from yestertimes is making him a much needed voice in all kinds of modern political discussions that definitely needs to add their two cents from time to time to allthefuckingtime.



  • I saw it three times in the cinema. At one time in my live I saw a movie two times at the cinema. Every other time i only saw a movie once. Bladerunner 2049 is so good. For about 4 years before it came out i was really angry that Hollywood would commit this sacrilege and make a sequel - why?! - they would definitely fuck it up! But then when it came out i was surprised that some people actually said that it was good.

    it blew me away. For now about 6 and a half years that picture of K walking into that orange void has been my desktop background.






  • Oh, i have a brilliant one:

    A few years ago i spent a lot of time converting .flac-files into .ogg-files in order to put on my oldschool iPod. As I did a lot of repetitive typing - entering $dir / for file in flac ; do convert etc / mkdir -p $somewhere/$artist/$album / mv $somewhere/.ogg->$new_dir/ and so on - I thought: "hm lets just write a loop over loops for all the artists here and then all the albums and at the same time create the nested directories somewhere else... hm actually in the home directory.... and later love everything on the iPod at once."

    so i was in my music folder with the artists-folders i wanted to convert. i did something wrong

    So i did my complicated script directly in the shell. I made something wrong and instead of creating a folder "~/artist/album" I created 3 folders in my current working directory: "~", "artist" and "album". hmph dammit gotta try again... but first : i have to clean up these useless folders in the current dir. so i type of course this: "$ rm -r ~ artist album " after about 5 seconds of wondering why it took so long i realized my error. o_O I stopped the running command, but it was (of course) too late and i bricked my current installation. All the half-deleted config files made or impossible to start normally and extremely tedious to repair it by hand, so i reinstalled.


  • I worked as a projectionist in 2009 when the cinema got its first digital projector in order to be able to show Avatar in 3D. At the start of the movie no one actually knew if it would work. Due to the movie being encrypted - with every cinema in Germany waiting eagerly for the password - No cinema was able to play the movie. But everywhere cinemas were packed with people. Because of fuckups somewhere in this incredibly stupid system the movie was delayed about half an hour (IIRC) nationwide. With no-one knowing if it would eventually work - especially nice for the people working at the cinema having to deal with angry audience members.

    At the same time the 2D 35mm film-version we also had started without any problems (it was massive and pretty dicey to carry it around).





  • That would be possible of course, and I like it. But in my mind this would be reserved for special functions only as it can quickly become gimmicky. (Think these early 2000s rotating cube-workspaces and so on :-) )

    A usecase could be that a lock-screen would be further away and locking out would move towards it. Or even turning the view in a different direction?



    1. I think a more consistent approach would he to not count lines, but filesizes after the code has been minimized with a specific minimizer. I could write everything in one line in many languages, so lines isn't very clever.

    2. The code has to be compiled and run on a specific architecture and with specific test input (we don't know if the AoC-example-data is always the same in size or resulting computanional complexity.

    3. The final metric could be: [minified filesize] * [code execution time] * [problem solving time].