I don't think that's stupid at all, thanks for the suggestion. I'm playing some sekiro right now, and that's making a difference.

Anyway - my goal is just to talk to somebody I don't know. It's hard to explain, but it feels like everyone who know me personally has an agenda that I just don't want to interact with. For example, talking to loved ones doesn't work - they obviously, almost selfishly, want me to be OK. I need to talk to someone who's less invested so I can be completely honest.

I'm sure you have a point, but I'm just looking for someone to talk to that I don't know.