I could be wrong but it seems like one of the only options that seems to be "good" is to involve my college so. yeah. best of luck to me and everyone I guess, I will think more before I act, ugh. hearts for yall

thank you! could you elaborate a bitty on what you are thinking when you are talking about the medical community?

thank you! very good idea. Thank you I really appreciate it

fuck i forgot to say this but I am in the so-called USA

thank you comrade!

ahhhhhhhh fuck. sent $1 in solidarity, friend.

MUAHAHAHA! saluting to you as well comrade! :)

I am so glad comrade! thank you for sharing your experiences. :)

(sends virtual hugs!) :)))

the denigration and suppression is real....... I have done that on purpose for years and it has definitely done a lot more harm than good hahahah

though I myself have never experienced a black out...... all experiences are fascinating aren't they?

I am glad for the less lonely aspect! I should talk to my headmates more but....... after so long of deliberate separation and such,,,,,, I guess I will try to be less of an ass to everyone in the brain central haha

genuinely chaotic, mayhaps? I keep feeling like they are not real and that denial smooth things over but they are also very much real and (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH) yes I just.... I DON'T KNOW everything is complicated hahahaha :)))

happy early birthday! <3

how's it going? (hugs)

hugs!

oh that is so cool and interesting.......... I wanna know more about you/yall's experiences now (wiggles happily)

I mean-- i think in the biggest sense I just wanted to hear people's experiences with identity, consciousness, and such! ik some ppl who became a system later in life due to stress, and such, sorry ughhhh i am so bad with words, but yeah labels are just that, :]]] (smiley face)

perception and existence is weird, also fun :)

thank you Juice :))) yeah idk how to work this site!

systeming-> I am just playing around with language :) if a system is multiple people in one body, then "systeming" is the experience in action of experiencing being a system! like,,, "how's your system going?" (?) hopefully that makes more sense than not!

okay juice i started screaming and laughing /pos, it is not a coded word (or maybe it is?) I wish i am that cool :)) plurality and system is quite public words (to my knowledge) but plurality is the "less medicalized" term out of the two, you might be more familiar with the terms DID system, OSDD system, etc etc, tho I am really uncomfortable with DID + OSDD labels so I opted a not mmm psychiatric centered language! if that makes sense? (hopefully )

multiple people/consciousness in the same brain, is the crudest and simplest way for me to put it, also a spectrum (like everything else about people!) :))