Yeah good point. Starting to realize liberalism as a set of beliefs is just a barely-connected series of talking points and word-games placed in all the right conversations and institutions like pinball buffers, designed to keep you bouncing around a mental maze instead of just noticing the obvious truth in your payslips. They can only keep it so freakishly clean looking because theres billions of dollars and dozens of think tanks behind it frantically laying tracks ahead of themselves like Bugs Bunny