I was locked in place and became infinity and was tortured for like 10,000 years as I saw the last moments before singularity, with rippling interference as the singularity grew and reality shrunk in chunks and waves. Everything stretched thin before me as I saw the undoing of all, and then suddenly I was in my bed with my cat, sticky with dried, melted ice cream cuddled into my arm.
Also I dropped the ice cream and the cat ate it
I ate 100mg last night and I slept better I guess kinda
This is about where I'm at. I don't think I'm even some epic stoner, but I am a regular user.
I smoke like a chimney to deal with chronic pain so there is that
I do something very similar but for emotional pain
That too, also crying a lot and masturbating until the loneliness gets tolerable again