of course, the weight of hellworld always gets to me eventually (whether it takes a couple minutes or a couple hours)
and dealing other humans can be Challenging
and my aging Elder Millennial body seems to like to be difficult
BUT before all that oppresses my spirit, I am cheerful as fuck, singing to my pets, chattering to myself, giggling about nothing
Where's my Sunny Disposition Crew?
No, wtf is wrong with you?
looks around nervously, backs away slowly
SO MUCH!! 😂
I've been like this my entire life, though, and my kid was like this when he was a baby - he would coo and sing as he woke up most mornings, not cry! - so it could be genetic. Which means you're unlikely to catch it, don't worry!