of course, the weight of hellworld always gets to me eventually (whether it takes a couple minutes or a couple hours)

and dealing other humans can be Challenging

and my aging Elder Millennial body seems to like to be difficult

BUT before all that oppresses my spirit, I am cheerful as fuck, singing to my pets, chattering to myself, giggling about nothing

Where's my Sunny Disposition Crew?

  • Xavienth@lemmygrad.ml
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    5 months ago

    If I didn't have to wake up in a world completely incongruous with my body clock, maybe.

    7 am mornings are not for me, they never will be, and if I have to keep going like this I will die of a heart attack when I'm 30 due to chronic lack of sleep

    Worse is when I'm called lazy for needing to wake up later. My brother in Christ, I will gladly put in the same work, just shifted in time.

  • ilyenkov [she/her, they/them]
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    5 months ago

    Absolutely not, lol. I'm doing pretty decent mentally these days, but it takes me a couple hours of being awake to get there. I never feel good upon waking up

    • the_itsb [she/her, comrade/them]
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      5 months ago

      SO MUCH!! 😂

      I've been like this my entire life, though, and my kid was like this when he was a baby - he would coo and sing as he woke up most mornings, not cry! - so it could be genetic. Which means you're unlikely to catch it, don't worry!

  • frankfurt_schoolgirl [she/her]
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    5 months ago

    Not to be overly literal, but I am very happy in the mornings. I'm just a morning person. I like to get up early, and I feel good and hopeful. Sometimes, Im a little grumpy, but it's like a good energetic grumpy and or goes away after breakfast.

    It's after about 2pm when the thoughts of doom arrive.