of course, the weight of hellworld always gets to me eventually (whether it takes a couple minutes or a couple hours)
and dealing other humans can be Challenging
and my aging Elder Millennial body seems to like to be difficult
BUT before all that oppresses my spirit, I am cheerful as fuck, singing to my pets, chattering to myself, giggling about nothing
Where's my Sunny Disposition Crew?
Absolutely not, lol. I'm doing pretty decent mentally these days, but it takes me a couple hours of being awake to get there. I never feel good upon waking up