of course, the weight of hellworld always gets to me eventually (whether it takes a couple minutes or a couple hours)
and dealing other humans can be Challenging
and my aging Elder Millennial body seems to like to be difficult
BUT before all that oppresses my spirit, I am cheerful as fuck, singing to my pets, chattering to myself, giggling about nothing
Where's my Sunny Disposition Crew?
SO MUCH!! 😂
I've been like this my entire life, though, and my kid was like this when he was a baby - he would coo and sing as he woke up most mornings, not cry! - so it could be genetic. Which means you're unlikely to catch it, don't worry!