It sucks enough that I've lost my friend, it sucks even more that I still have to work with him, and it sucks even more that even Hextube doesn't seem to be a place to turn anymore. It sucks the most that I can't even feel my own emotions because of excessive SSRIs.
i tried to post this to c/mentalhealth and it blocked me for some reason
I'm sorry you're having to go through this and that you can't find solace in some of the places you used to. I hate how sadness saps the joy from things you thought you could count on.