Not related to online interactions but IRL i want to be an actual ghost. A creature living in the walls. Burrow a collection of interconnected tunnels to scuttle around in. Live in an underground bunker never to be found again.
I've been considering getting a really remote and lonely job just so I don't have to deal with being seen in my work hours.
Sometimes i daydream about being able to just slip into a pocket dimension where its just me and walk around the world just looking at things with no one else around. Or even just being a ghost would be rly cool. Just float anywhere and look at stuff
I feel that, I want to do calisthenics in the park nearby, or learn how to rollerblade, but I hate being that conspicuous.
I think I'd feel less awkward living in a bigger city where I can disappear into crowds.
I do love the anonymity of the big city for real.