Not related to online interactions but IRL i want to be an actual ghost. A creature living in the walls. Burrow a collection of interconnected tunnels to scuttle around in. Live in an underground bunker never to be found again.
I've been considering getting a really remote and lonely job just so I don't have to deal with being seen in my work hours.
Sometimes i daydream about being able to just slip into a pocket dimension where its just me and walk around the world just looking at things with no one else around. Or even just being a ghost would be rly cool. Just float anywhere and look at stuff
Honestly, no... wtf... you know how DPRK feels like before and after the Eastern Bloc collapsed... that's what I felt like, during Primary school with friends vs High School, without much friends...
I've already had enough of such experiences you talk about, but I mean, you could try.... it's easy to do, in my opinion
To be not perceived and just phase out of existence for a while is fine, but to avoid others in order to seek it out seems troubling...