Not related to online interactions but IRL i want to be an actual ghost. A creature living in the walls. Burrow a collection of interconnected tunnels to scuttle around in. Live in an underground bunker never to be found again.
I've been considering getting a really remote and lonely job just so I don't have to deal with being seen in my work hours.
Sometimes i daydream about being able to just slip into a pocket dimension where its just me and walk around the world just looking at things with no one else around. Or even just being a ghost would be rly cool. Just float anywhere and look at stuff
Yeah. I hate my neurodivergence and introversion being hard to relate to because I'm an alien to eveyone. I'm tired. Decades of the same shit. No matter the job. I'm not going to be perky go clucky whe. i have no reason to. I don't interact with customers most of the time. When I do I'm wonderful to them. I live virtually alone. I work alone. I love being in my own little headspace instead of frat boying it up. Sorry that doesn't look like a damned perfectly perked Ken doll every microsecond.
I tried this last review to plead to work only the off shifts if some people have an issue with me so I don't keep having this so called perception issue. Yeah you'll need to have more people which you won't do anyways. Do I do my job? Yes? Then we're good here.
Leave me alone.