Something really jarring about how he's talking about video games and TV shows less than a week before he killed himself. Like it's so casual and unrelated. Wonder if he'd planned back then what he was going to do?
a friend of mine killed himself 17 years ago or so, it was decently planned and obviously meant as a fuck you considering where he did it. I remember going through his posts from a day or so before and they were completely normal stuff, he had even answered in a thread questioning how you would like to die, precisely how he did die.
also from my own experience when you have the plan in place you can just focus on being normal, it's not a thing that you think about constantly anymore
I was gonna do some stupid shit when i was younger and the days leading up to my planned date all i did was build shit in minecraft as if i wasnt planning yo do something heinous in a few days
Something really jarring about how he's talking about video games and TV shows less than a week before he killed himself. Like it's so casual and unrelated. Wonder if he'd planned back then what he was going to do?
cw: discussion of suicide and suicidal ideation
a friend of mine killed himself 17 years ago or so, it was decently planned and obviously meant as a fuck you considering where he did it. I remember going through his posts from a day or so before and they were completely normal stuff, he had even answered in a thread questioning how you would like to die, precisely how he did die.
also from my own experience when you have the plan in place you can just focus on being normal, it's not a thing that you think about constantly anymore
I was gonna do some stupid shit when i was younger and the days leading up to my planned date all i did was build shit in minecraft as if i wasnt planning yo do something heinous in a few days