• Ivysaur@lemmygrad.ml
    hexbear
    23
    3 months ago

    I'm right there with you, but I just don't have it in me to stop. I will keep resisting and agitating until all of my friends hate me, join me, or I am dead. I can't function any other way.

    but it is very exhausting and doesn't really seem to be working here, yeah. It's going to be barbarism, huh?

    • SkingradGuard [he/him, comrade/them]
      hexbear
      7
      3 months ago

      It's hard not to surrender to it, I keep trying but I can't help but desire to just move out of my country (I can't even afford it atm anyway)

      • Ivysaur@lemmygrad.ml
        hexbear
        13
        edit-2
        3 months ago
        cw: trans slur

        To be completely honest if it is ever in the realm of possibility my plan is also to gtfo. I am several layers of priority target for these ongoing eugenics campaigns that are only accelerating in the West™️. No country wants disabled people, very few want the tr*nnies, but I have to believe I can thrive somewhere. It's just not happening in the US, and I don't want it to. I have no home here; the culture is toxic, hateful, it gives me no peace and it seeps into everything. Historically it doesn't really look good for people like me around this part of fascist development. As long as I'm here, though, even if it's forever, I'm not going out without giving them hell and doing what I can for the struggle and what little of my comrades in that struggle remain that I can cling to. There is no running from this...but in order to resist, I gotta stay alive.