yeah dude, you too! I wish you luck with it. I'll tell you that, in the brief moments when I manage to speak and act how I want to and not how I think I should, it feels very exposed, like I'll get ridiculed at any moment. I think I've been trying to fit in my whole life. It's to the point where, most of the time, I don't even know how I want to speak and act. I have to consciously stop myself from acting out of habit. It will take practice. I'm treating it like physical therapy, like learning how to walk again after nerve damage.