I was only sent $25 total, the other day, in spite of much fanfare and updoots/bumps.

I literally haven’t really eaten today except for some watermelon-flavored sour gummies. I don’t think I’m gonna make it to the Thai place that gives me food when they close.

Plz help. I know I’m a shit person but I’m not lying about how bad I’m starving.

  • Chronicon [they/them]
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    3 months ago

    would it be rude to ask if there's a backstory behind your profile image? also bump

    • allthetimesivedied [they/them, she/her]
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      3 months ago

      Oh yeah, lol.

      I found that image I think on Tumblr years and years and years ago, before I even was a homeless drug addict.

      Show

      I was in love with the idea of being a dirty squatter-punk (and in spite of it all I haven’t looked back once). And I was in love with the idea that I might find someone I actually feel a connection to—something I hadn’t ever felt—out here in this forest of squalor, who actually wanted to be around me and stuff.

      I really think I actually found that person. And then I lost them. Because I suck.

      • Chronicon [they/them]
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        3 months ago

        I guess I could have guessed it wasn't you because a) opsec and b) it appears to be the ny subway. That's cool though. Its a powerful feeling when you find an image that resonates like that

        I'm sorry about your friend. But if it makes you feel any better I've never been a believer in soulmates, there are lots of compatible people for everyone, it just depends where life takes you which one works out

      • Chronicon [they/them]
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        3 months ago

        https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/32c17f2a-6ae6-4531-9fac-b7c2e2b50df4.jpeg?format=webp yeah!