Been not posting for a bit for bad-feeling reasons and now this
Shit just keeps getting worse and worse
One antigen test (all I had/can afford) is negative but I'm almost certain its covid cuz my friend I see all the time is sick and someone they live with has a confirmed case :(
I have never felt more doomer in my life, can't stop thinking about not living
I don't want to get worse anymore
At least this time I don't feel so sick
If it hits different coming from the outside my friend, i fight this feeling also and see you very well. Lets hold hands and keep going, shall we?
I try to keep going with you