This is an odd post on here, but can I just say how much fun this anti-psychotic is? To uninitiated readers, I wouldn't suggest experimenting with anti-psychotics. They have pretty horrible initial side effects for most people, it's generally not a category people take for fun. There are some you can "trip" off of but they're not particularly enjoyable to most people. Personally, I get it for schizophrenia.

I'll be honest, I think benzos are kinda mid unless poly drug use is involved, and even then I don't like them with most other downers (genuinely hate mixing benzos with opiates or gabapentinoids other than alcohol). When I take benzos on their own, I really don't get it a ton. It's a cleaner but less euphoric version of being drunk. On the other hand, Risperidone is what I imagine benzos feel like to other people. It gets me pleasantly toasted when I smoke on it, it's like it doubles the effects of weed and cigs. Regular vaped nic is also pretty cool, but not as good as cigs. 10/10, would recommend being schizophrenic.

And to make it very clear that I wouldn't suggest these for drug experimentation, they substantially reduce the euphoria you feel off of almost every drug, and reduces the effects of psychedelics quite a bit. So it's cool for me, but most of y'all don't want it. Still vibin off my meds from last night, many hits of the CBN+HHC cart, and a few cigs. How are y'all?

  • Aliveelectricwire [it/its]
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    7 days ago

    Yo I was on that shit for a month and couldn't eat and weighed less than I did when I was slamming heroin for 6 years. It is 100% not a "fun" drug. But uh I am totally struggling to stay sober. My ex-wife is going to have my dog from now on, my roommates raided my fucking room and pawned shit but deny it, and if I miss the anti-anxiety med I'm on my BP will shoot so high I'll be in the fucking ICU. But I had a 20mg in a sitting xan/kpin habit so I can't exactly take those for anxiety anymore lol

    • LeylaLove [she/her, love/loves]
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      7 days ago

      Yeah, different strokes for different folks. There's a reason I don't suggest people trying it recreationally, but it's a fun one for me personally. I'm sorry you're struggling with people and long term side effects of withdrawal, it's really rough. I hope you're able to get your dog bag, I definitely miss my cats that my ex has a lot. It's a hard situation to be in. All love <3