Back on my bullshit, quitting, again. This time I called my 1-800 quit line and ordered the patch to help. But it's so ass backwards their shipping is 7-14 days usps. So with that logic by the time I get the patch the cravings will have stopped since they normally subside by day 4 or 5, fucking stupid.
I'm in a bad mood and want a smoke.
*edit: wow I'm really in a bad fucking mood, like I want to fight someone. Being sober fucking sucks.
Ugh there's nothing worse than being in that 'sweet spot' where you regain your taste and cigs start to be tasty again, you just gotta fight through it until they get gross again.
I have dreams sometimes of buying a pack of Lucky Strikes but they're the old ones before the RJ Reynolds buyout that tasted like rust and dirt.
I hate the dreams so much, they're so vivid and make you feel like you did smoke and your wanting one when you get up.
those never go away, you have to learn to cope with them. i'm chiefing on newports every time i dream and i haven't had a port in over 5 years or so.
Haha those dreams where you're smoking and wake up feeling guilty/relieved it's not real mannn
My dreams where I take a bong hit seem more normal now
God yes. I had a dream where I bought a carton and stuck it in the freezer to keep them fresh as I used to do. I woke up. Proceeded to check the freezer even though I knew they weren't there.