Back on my bullshit, quitting, again. This time I called my 1-800 quit line and ordered the patch to help. But it's so ass backwards their shipping is 7-14 days usps. So with that logic by the time I get the patch the cravings will have stopped since they normally subside by day 4 or 5, fucking stupid.

I'm in a bad mood and want a smoke.

*edit: wow I'm really in a bad fucking mood, like I want to fight someone. Being sober fucking sucks.

  • SorosFootSoldier [he/him, they/them]
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    3 months ago

    I hate the dreams so much, they're so vivid and make you feel like you did smoke and your wanting one when you get up.

    • take_five_seconds [he/him, any]
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      3 months ago

      those never go away, you have to learn to cope with them. i'm chiefing on newports every time i dream and i haven't had a port in over 5 years or so.

        • Sausage
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          3 months ago

          My dreams where I take a bong hit seem more normal now

      • GrouchyGrouse [he/him]
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        3 months ago

        God yes. I had a dream where I bought a carton and stuck it in the freezer to keep them fresh as I used to do. I woke up. Proceeded to check the freezer even though I knew they weren't there.