Back on my bullshit, quitting, again. This time I called my 1-800 quit line and ordered the patch to help. But it's so ass backwards their shipping is 7-14 days usps. So with that logic by the time I get the patch the cravings will have stopped since they normally subside by day 4 or 5, fucking stupid.
I'm in a bad mood and want a smoke.
*edit: wow I'm really in a bad fucking mood, like I want to fight someone. Being sober fucking sucks.
those never go away, you have to learn to cope with them. i'm chiefing on newports every time i dream and i haven't had a port in over 5 years or so.
Haha those dreams where you're smoking and wake up feeling guilty/relieved it's not real mannn
My dreams where I take a bong hit seem more normal now
God yes. I had a dream where I bought a carton and stuck it in the freezer to keep them fresh as I used to do. I woke up. Proceeded to check the freezer even though I knew they weren't there.