but it’s mostly just solidified that i want nothing to do with the vast majority of white people here.

God if that's not a mood. Doesn't matter who wins the election to me anymore; it's just become clear to me that regardless of who wins, I don't have enough guns or ammo. This is the year the Earthseed parables start getting blatantly worse and I need to be ready for when the crackers take their masks off.