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Why am unable to fall asleep at a reasonable time?
This has been messing with me a lot the past week. Tired all day, brain isn't working properly due to the lack of sleep, then when it's time to try sleeping, I suddenly am excited and not sleepy, like right now.
Is this an ADHD thingy? I have been suspecting myself of having it on top of everything else, but no proof, and I don't fit the stereotype of it
If I was able to go to sleep right now, I could do cool stuff on the weekend tomorrow while at peak mental capacity, but no, now that would be a good time to sleep I can't actually fall asleep
Poor sleep schedule is definitely an ADHD thing! Makes it hard to focus on trying to sleep instead of just thinking yourself awake
The lack of daylight for waking up is probably not helping, but also I can't open the window because it always makes me feel like I'm being watched and then I can't asleep
I can't rearrange the furniture so that there isn't a direct line of sight from outside to the bed where I'm sleeping, either, no space here for rearranging any of the furniture
I literally got one of those sun lamps aimed at the ceiling and put it on a christmas tree timer set to turn on when I want to wake up. It helps.