It is kinda ruining my life lmao. I have never felt this strongly for anyone. When we talk, I can ride that high for days. But then she gives me (what I perceive as) the cold shoulder and the depression I feel... boy. It's been like this for months. I cannot go on, man.
maybe she's bad at or uninterested in texting. or maybe she's just trying to make her work day a little more interesting by flirting with you and unfortunately it means nothing. hard to say tbh. try pulling away from her a bit and see what happens. don't be rude to her or anything just don't go out of your way to talk to her/be around her/text her