Your corgi is out of rehab and feeling great! Staying with my folks until Friday night.
I wanted to make this thread since America has a holiday tomorrow, and ya know, this time of year can fuck you up sometimes.
This is your space to talk about anything cool you have going on, vent, or get some support.
Remember, you are loved 
Not a hexbearer myself but I feel the need to puke this out.
Not too great. Materially I'm okay, but the hitlerian pro-colonizer narratives all around me make me go all doom and gloom.
Death to Israel.
Death to Amerikkka.
I am so full of hatred for settlers. Like, ion't even want these motherfuckers re-educated anymore; I want these colonizer ghouls packed into the same mass graves they put my ancestors in
Death to the settler axis until even the soil has forgotten them
I should have never come home for thanksgiving. Both my parents have gone full right wing and have been saying that they won’t do holiday shopping in person cause of all the “thugs” that will rob you in the parking lot. Endless dog whistles when they just hate black people. They’ve become completely brain broken by consuming local news.
Other than that I’ve been alright.
Jesus christ, I skipped Thanksgiving this year and I'm very thankful. Will be attending one of my queer friends' family Thanksgiving which should be much... more chill
Big ooof. Sorry you gotta deal with that. Hope the time passes quickly so you can get back to your own space!
I dont feel its productive to share how my internal thoughts are, so I will say internally its hell, externally things are alright.
thanks homie, im mostly just processing childhood trauma.
i've estranged myself and moved to a different city, got a high status (mid paying) job helping people, a circle of friends that love and respect me and a secure place in life.
and that was 5 years ago, its still weighing me down most days.
Sending all the good vibes. With i had something more wise and insightful, but im just a corgi with a laptop
Had a paranoid disassociative psychotic break 2 weeks ago, seeing all the doctors, have no chill, and I'm so so so so fucking sober. Its been rough tbh
Glad you're sober! Im almost on 2 weeks, if you ever need an ear I'm around. Sorry to hear things are rough. Im waiting on a diagnosis too - I did a full mental health screening recently, but might not be able to get the results cause I have no insurance.
Sending love and good vibes!
Thanks comrade. I appreciate the offer, good luck on your own journey
Just about 20 hours since I last had nicotine. I'm doing okay but cravings are really starting to get at me.
You've got this! If you can get past day 3, I hear you're golden after that and it just becomes mental. Here if you wanna talk!
being annihilated by the psychic agony and raw horror of this world
Thanks comrade! Glad you're looking forwards to the coming days!
I've achieved a state of almost zen depression where I care about absolutely nothing and don't even have enough energy to feel bad about it. I honestly see no reason to do anything or even live anymore.
Hope things get better and you find a positive peace. The world is better with you in it.
Pretty good. On one hand, the medical debt continues to mount faster than I can pay it. On the other hand, we're still fed and housed, and I might be getting an ADHD diagnosis. Terrified of ADHD meds because of how often I feel jittery even without caffeine, but they say it might can calm me down so it seems worth a shot
I think I replied to the wrong comment with this in another posters comment, but yeah, I might be getting a diagnosis too. No insurance now though, so they might hold on to the results until i can pay.
Glad things seem well otherwise! Hope the meds work!
Welcome back!
I look forward to reminding everyone about the national day of mourning.
I'm doing good. Trying to kick energy drinks, mostly successful... but man, it's annoying how much more tired I feel in the mornings :(
Executive dysfunction continues to kick my ass. Finishing achool and any hope for a future where I'm not on disability are pretty much out the window.
But I'm in a great, loving romantic relationship and I don't really care about any of the rest of that anymore. So shits good
Hell yeah! I actually asked a FWB out on a proper date today and they were in. High five for great relationships!
Thanks! We've been seeing each other since late september, and while we still see other people, we're definitely falling for each other. The more we hang out, the more we click. She's also SO sweet to me, and is the first person to tell me "you deserve to be happy" in a LONGGGG time.
Learning Russian has been kicking my ass, but I signed up for the next level so hopefully next semester is хорошо, сейчас мой русский очень плохо товарищи. Looking forward to winter break when I can take a breather and just work instead of dealing with both work and school
Спасибо! The grammar is melting my mind but I'm tired of being monolingual and want to visit Russia some day (the trans-siberian calls to me!) so I gotta stick with it.
Thanks! And reading some Lenin is definitely one of the reasons I decided to do this, that and wanting to speak a second language that isn't fr*nch.
