Was I just stupid kid in the Midwest wrapped up in propaganda and a family history? How could I not fucking see what really was going on and what we do to the people of the countries we go to? Everything I wanted to be as a kid was based on fucking lies and the profits of the military industrial complex. What the fuck was the point of my deployments if not to oppress others? How can people fucking support these wars and invasions? In the name of protecting our freedoms while stripping away others? I fucking hate myself and wish I could take it away, but without it I wouldn’t be a communist and I wouldn’t have experience colonialism and imperialism first hand on the side of the oppressors. Fucking fuck.
Like, I know how desperate they are to get recruits
I just always found it funny that my supremely gay and
giftedrich high school still had those ghouls trying to convince us to get shot at after we found out there wasn't any real reason to be thereI feel really badly for the kids who didn't have many other opportunities and got suckered into dying for the Great Satan
Private Chudly was just an amusing anecdote in the rich tapestry that is my life and proof that sometimes, Chuds will put up and then get shut up
Uncritical support for Chuds following their ideology to an early death.