before I actually read anarchist theory this was me.
I had this whole fuckin' spiel about how anarchists and libertarians were misguided because the 'strive to achieve absolute freedom is impossible because if there are no laws, you are no longer free from the consequences of there being no consequences' - i.e. you are no longer 'free' from being murdered.
Turns out there's more to libertarian thought than just the ancaps and their futile NAP