i love food so much man, i don’t understand how some people unintentionally skip meals or even have to force themselves to eat. like the exhaustive and dull nature of life under capitalism paired with a lack of meaningful interactions and pursuits make food the perfect legal escape and tbh the highlight of my days. it obviously got worse when i became a stoner, but now that i think about it even as a kid i’ve always loved me some carbs, like moreso than most people.
That’s the rant lol
It isn't all bad. I'm just not used to going from eating nothing but pasta and easy meals to having to make everything from scratch. I'm not a good cook; all I have going for me is spices.