idk if this is serious or not i'm honestly too scared to check

  • Mardoniush [she/her]
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    3 years ago

    Schizophrenia is pretty noticeable if a person has it, It can't be mistaken for a couple of mystic or inspirational beliefs, and it's a lot more than just actual delusions or psychosis. A person with schizophrenia is unlikely to be able to function on a day to day basis.

    Certainly you can say some people have simple hallucinations, or bad reasoning systems, or have accidentally employed Golden Dawn Style mental techniques and mistaken it for spiritual naturalistic events.

    On the other hand you have people like Joan of Arc, where study of the symptoms and events makes you think there might be something to mysticism after all because what the hell was that?! Someone found the debug menu for reality!

    • happybadger [he/him]
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      3 years ago

      I don't mean the beliefs themselves so much as the way they're structured. There's a fairly distinct way to how they present online, or at least it's something I can almost always pick up on when it's more overtly expressed/not in a single post. There's an object of fixation which sometimes reflects a personal pathology, in this case something sexual. That thing becomes the focal point of an increasingly vivid conspiracy with some kind of fantastical element to it, and as the person with special knowledge of that thing their own paranoia becomes a sense of persecution for associating with it. The conspiracy is wholly logical and consistent to them but because it's just grasping at straws to build some correlative pattern it's word salad to people outside of it. The words are arranged in the right order but the characters and themes seem madlibbed. In her case I distinctly get that impression because my first question is "why is there a masturbation ghost and why does it care about this particular thing so much as if you're torturing yourself over it?". It's disjointed and abstract compared to normal religious beliefs which reflect some material or social condition that the group is trying to mediate.