That was just meant as a quick joke about how if I'm on the same sanity level as everyone else here I am clearly insane. Thank you for your concern comrade, but I'm actually having the time of my life rambling about orbital mechanics with everyone and this was not really meant to convey insecurity or fear. It might have been in bad taste, considering that people actually do share real problems and concerns here. In that case I'm sorry, otherwise don't worry!