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  • ThisMachinePostsHog [they/them, he/him]
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    3 years ago

    I'm not knowledgeable enough to answer your question, but I just wanted to share my experience with coming to terms with masculinity.

    I'm a cis male who has struggled with being "manly". I'm super sensitive, empathetic, and have never been someone who needed to compete or exert dominance. I also like feeling cute, hugging my friends, smelling nice, and expressing my emotions.

    Even though I'm straight, I've had at least a dozen people ask me if I'm gay over the course of my life. At first this really upset and confused me, and I tried changing behaviors that would give people that idea. I've had women and men both call me girly, or a "b*tch", or soft. It really sucked the few times I'd meet a girl who's interested in me, only to have her dip out after a couple hangouts because I wasn't "manly" enough.

    After realizing that gender is a spectrum and a social construct, it helped me break free from all of that pain. When people label me as soft, gay, girly, overly-sensitive, etc - that's more of a reflection on them than it is me. After letting go of my preconceived notions of manliness, I have gained so much more comfort and confidence in myself. People who can't accept that I'm not a dude bro don't need to take up any space in my life, because there are plenty of people who accept me for who I am, and I love those people.

    • WhoaSlowDownMaurice [they/them, undecided]
      hexagon
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      3 years ago

      I’m a cis male who has struggled with being “manly”. I’m super sensitive, empathetic, and have never been someone who needed to compete or exert dominance. I also like feeling cute, hugging my friends, smelling nice, and expressing my emotions.

      Yeah, with you there. Struggle a bit with the expressing emotions part though, but I'm learning :)

      Even though I’m straight, I’ve had at least a dozen people ask me if I’m gay over the course of my life. At first this really upset and confused me, and I tried changing behaviors that would give people that idea. I’ve had women and men both call me girly, or a “b*tch”, or soft. It really sucked the few times I’d meet a girl who’s interested in me, only to have her dip out after a couple hangouts because I wasn’t “manly” enough.

      Sorry to hear that, that sucks :meow-hug:

      After letting go of my preconceived notions of manliness, I have gained so much more comfort and confidence in myself. People who can’t accept that I’m not a dude bro don’t need to take up any space in my life, because there are plenty of people who accept me for who I am, and I love those people.

      Exact revelation I've been having today :meow-tankie: