also me the fucking nanosecond I stop actively brainstorming it: wow this is so cringe, god this is so dumb, no one's gonna like this, there's no point in writing it, even if it was a good setting i wouldn't be able to do it justice, also im just plagiarizing the 10+ works i derived inspiration from because that's definitely how that works, this is just masked fanfiction for the last works i interacted with lol, i should just stop lol