The one person I really want to be around won’t talk to me anymore. Everyone tells me to make other friends and I have. Everyone else is annoying. The two closest friends I have now are either annoying or uninteresting and I feel bad because they both fucking love me.
Nobody takes me seriously when I say how much I miss my friend. I wish things were different.
One of my best friends through childhood ghosted me and our entire friend group out of nowhere a few years ago. I tried everything to get a response and it's been impossible. I even told him I was trans to try and get him to respond (I haven't told anyone from my old life really) and it's still crickets. Goddamn it makes me so sad