AMA I guess? idk.

        • allthetimesivedied [they/them, she/her]
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          10 months ago

          He’s not missing, he’s just dumb and doesn’t have his phone charged.

          A lot of things. The situation with him not showing up, combined with getting kicked out into the cold by this other person, made me think of someone. Them. You may have seen me posting about them. I hate how instead of them, I have all this. One of the things that made them mad was how I said (and I meant this in a tongue in cheek sorta way) I was jealous of this dude who’s like their best friend; they do everything together and I called him their “platonic boyfriend.” And now it’s a joke to say I ever knew them.

          I want to go to rehab but it also feels pointless. Idk.

          I’m also coming down off meth so I’m an emotional bitch I guess.

          • Dirt_Owl [comrade/them, they/them]
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            10 months ago

            It's okay to be emotional. meow-hug

            I think rehab might make you feel better (in the long term), I mean, it's got to be be than then what coming off meth sounds like.

            The good thing about life is that change is inevitable, good times don't last forever, but neither do the shitty ones, so long as you keep changing too you should be able to move to a new stage that isn't so shitty. If that makes sense.

    • allthetimesivedied [they/them, she/her]
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      10 months ago

      It’s a Motel 6, friend of mine got me a night here because of the weather. I wanted to bring my friend and he was supposed to follow us in his van but we lost him and he never showed up and it made me sad.

        • allthetimesivedied [they/them, she/her]
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          10 months ago

          There’s one more day of it. I’m not going to try and get an extra day because I’m embarrassed by where the money from the other day went (the stove was stolen, one glove was left in former friends truck, tarp I bought was basically useless) and idgaf anyway.