idfk maybe it's autism, there are just too many signs - does anyone else feel like they're autistic when their high and now the mask has come off? doubt

anyway just travelling by myself for once so I'm vlogging and watching my shit back and I am NOT normal, there is no way other people talk to me and think damnnnnnn he's functional - when was someone gonna tell me I talk like I'm tongue tied, what the fuck??

besides, how can I be autistic if I bullied the autistic kids growing up (the only people who would hang out with me willingly)

I think there is a bit too much going on with me for it to just be anxiety... but pretty sure it is add, maybe combination add and autism

Everyone I tell who I think I have add is like noooo haha you're too cool and successful and I'm like ok, but everything is an uphill battle, and I need drugs to study?? pretty sure my mum has ADD too among other things...

ofc this could all be the long island ice tea talking, shit smashes