When mine gets really bad, it’ll feel like a slow buildup of tension that is quickly released without my control. Almost like an attack. In the past, it’s actually felt like a shock as well.
But it sounds like NT people I’ve talked with don’t see it like that 🤔 and frankly neither does the internet at large 🥴
All of this is so fucking relatable. I’m so sorry you have to experience how crippling it is as well
Hmm people have always told me I’m autistic for as long as I can remember, but I think there may be a bit of ADHD in me too