I've smoked exactly one joint in my life. I don't think I got high at all and didn't enjoy the experience. But I'm curious to know what folks find enjoyable about it. Does it just chill you out? Does it make you feel like you don't have a care in the world? I don't think I'd ever try smoking one again but idk I'd maybe try edibles in a vegan brownie or something.
Smoking weed helped me break an alcohol habit that was not particularly healthy, I'd just drink after work to attempt to de-stress. As an added bonus, all that time spent being introspective and reassessing my life lead me to realize that I'm a lot happier just being honest with myself about being trans, which was another positive improvement.