I've smoked exactly one joint in my life. I don't think I got high at all and didn't enjoy the experience. But I'm curious to know what folks find enjoyable about it. Does it just chill you out? Does it make you feel like you don't have a care in the world? I don't think I'd ever try smoking one again but idk I'd maybe try edibles in a vegan brownie or something.
When I dont smoke Im aggressive and angry. When I do, Im chill. It makes me feel nice and more introspective. Sometimes I get hardcore paranoia from it but nothing like a manic-paranoia state I can get when unmedicated. Some people just get overwhelmed by it, modern strains are pretty powerful. If you want to smoke you just have to keep going past that, if not you’ll quit smoking. Its non-lethal so experimenting is safe and long-term use is eehhh not as bad as other vices