I've also woken up with several days missing but it's pretty clear i ruined some aspects of my life and had to investigate my own blackouts as well. So at this point and I'm not reading spoilers, I'm not even totally sure I'm a cop anyway and regardless I've clearly had some degree of spiritual awakening. That being said, in my heart of hearts I am a fucking detective and I am compelled to get to the bottom of shit. I fit the character to an uncomfortable level anyway except also I'm really really sarcastic and willing to lie under certain pretenses which are most of the ones presented in the game