I’m in the prime of my youth, and that’s basically my whole dating history. Not to sound like an incel but being alone and constantly rejected fucking hurts, it just sucks so much.

I guess you could say I’m still so young or whatever but that’s even worse because like I’m supposed to be dating and having sex and having fun at this age lmao. And soon enough I’m going to reach a point where my lack of experience is going to be unattractive, I’m definitely looking forward to that.

I just want love. :doomjak: Not to get too “we live in a society” but maybe this world/society isn’t meant for love and lovers. In which case I’d rather not exist here anymore.

  • Zodiark
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    • LoudMuffin [he/him]
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      3 years ago

      i mean im pretty screwed, compared to most people in my area I'm like, not attractive in any way shape or form, nearing 30, live with my parents, and pretty much never grew out of extreme shyness and act like a middle schooler despite being nearly 30

      I try to have some hope but I think back to when I was 22 or 24 and was like "oh shit this years the year!" and well

      its just like I don't even know what to do, i have no social circle and theres like no where to really meet people in the city without being super outgoing and I'm so weird and timid I basically can't connect with people in any traditional way

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