I’m in the prime of my youth, and that’s basically my whole dating history. Not to sound like an incel but being alone and constantly rejected fucking hurts, it just sucks so much.
I guess you could say I’m still so young or whatever but that’s even worse because like I’m supposed to be dating and having sex and having fun at this age lmao. And soon enough I’m going to reach a point where my lack of experience is going to be unattractive, I’m definitely looking forward to that.
I just want love. :doomjak: Not to get too “we live in a society” but maybe this world/society isn’t meant for love and lovers. In which case I’d rather not exist here anymore.
20 is pretty damn young. I'm 26, almost 27, and 20 feels like a million years ago.
It does suck to feel alone and rejected. Funnily enough, it helps to hang out with other lonely rejects, in my experience. The more time you spend socializing with people who you have stuff in common with, the more likely it is that you develop some kind of relationship with someone. Some of my longest lasting friendships/relationships have come out of working at shit jobs and hanging out with the other dregs of society. Smoking weed together in the car on break turns into late night drives to the dispensary together turns into etc etc.