I’m in the prime of my youth, and that’s basically my whole dating history. Not to sound like an incel but being alone and constantly rejected fucking hurts, it just sucks so much.

I guess you could say I’m still so young or whatever but that’s even worse because like I’m supposed to be dating and having sex and having fun at this age lmao. And soon enough I’m going to reach a point where my lack of experience is going to be unattractive, I’m definitely looking forward to that.

I just want love. :doomjak: Not to get too “we live in a society” but maybe this world/society isn’t meant for love and lovers. In which case I’d rather not exist here anymore.

  • Tapirs10 [undecided,she/her]
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    2 years ago

    Yeah I definitely get you there. There's some part of me that wonders how many past wrong turns it would have taken me to go from being "internet loser who is single" as I am now to the same, but hateful.