It sucks enough that I've lost my friend, it sucks even more that I still have to work with him, and it sucks even more that even Hextube doesn't seem to be a place to turn anymore. It sucks the most that I can't even feel my own emotions because of excessive SSRIs.
i tried to post this to c/mentalhealth and it blocked me for some reason
Sending you a hug. It will get better than this. And stick around to see what happens in the world. We are not in control of it but we can watch it and wait in case something cool happens that we can participate in like a revolution.
Hang in there. We all have hard times. They suck. But they do end. Eventually.