It sucks enough that I've lost my friend, it sucks even more that I still have to work with him, and it sucks even more that even Hextube doesn't seem to be a place to turn anymore. It sucks the most that I can't even feel my own emotions because of excessive SSRIs.
i tried to post this to c/mentalhealth and it blocked me for some reason
It's really nice to wake up and see the outpouring of love from Hexbear (and beyond, I see you Lemmygrad users). I'll be OK eventually but it still hurts right now. Thank you for all the kind words.![kitty-cri kitty-cri](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/82f8d044-cfac-47a0-934d-259e562013c4.png)