Russia invading was really the best thing for hawks. It’s only gonna get harder to argue for anti-imperialism now, even smarter people I know see the USA as the lesser of two evils. It doesn’t help that a lot of the people opposed to the US right now are legit ghouls who there isn’t much nice to say about besides that they oppose to the US. No amount of nuance or intelligent arguing is gonna convince anyone now, the US were the good guys against the big evil Putin.
The US is getting more and more regressive on LGBT issues but on classic American style they’re doing it slowly and regionally enough that it doesn’t seem like a sudden regressive take over, so most LGBT people I know still see the USA as a generally progressive state with some regressive enclaves, unlike the “backwards” nations in the developing world.
The hope pilling about China is seeming more and more like cope to me. Even if they are really building socialism I think they maybe too late. Besides it seems to only be socialism for China, they’re not planning on exporting anything.
Anti-communist propaganda as worked. Failures of past socialist movements along with the almost scientific methods of modern propagandists means really only an aesthetic meme version of the idea is gaining any meaningful popularity.
Frankly I’m just fed up. I don’t think anyone else in the west can be talked into socialism at this point, the propagandists won. People say that we shouldn’t be doomer even if we are doomed, but NGL having hope just seems exhausting and obnoxious right now. It being over seems like the best fate because at least then we don’t have to deal with people telling us how wrong we were.
You are actively under the effect of the capitalist media ecosystem. Ukraine is being blurted across all channels 24/7 the feeling your feeling is exactly what those in power want you to feel.
The system is actively alienating you right now, just as it always has. It's just egregious at the moment. Ground yourself in your community and the things you can control.
You need to contextualise your feelings too. There are struggles going on in places of the world that are much more bleak, there are generations of people who've been in this situation and reflected on this feeling since at least 1789, it may not be the people around you but it could help to read texts of people in the past reflecting on past failed revolutions.
At the end of the day this is an ongoing event and we are going to be able to properly understand it for months. Your first gut feelings are almost never the most correct ones, sometimes it's best to just wait and see.