Alternatively, how do I move myself towards other people who already agree with me to do this, instead of having to try to convince people who already don't really care for my company that my ideas are right? And who do I go to, to help me do that?
Alternatively, how do I move myself towards other people who already agree with me to do this, instead of having to try to convince people who already don't really care for my company that my ideas are right? And who do I go to, to help me do that?
I mean, I don't want to push you into things you aren't comfortable with, but have you considered high-skill industrial labour? Germany at least has a free technical/apprenticeship program IIRC. And you'll be an immediate prize for any org that can have you.
Other things to do, join a big union and be active in its internal workings. You can do this anywhere. This doesn't require you to communicate outside of basic professional standards, but does require you to be in a lot of meetings with libs and chuds with only a faint glow of class consciousness.
Like...yes, there are some things like propaganda officer or lamplighter you can do while isolated in an org. but Socialism is...Social. At most points you gotta work with and talk to people, inside and out of the org.