I believed this because I was raised in some super serious Baptist church. My parents were missionaries By the time I was 14 or 15 I was going to the camps on holidays and helping look after and teach the younger kids about Jesus. This really fucked me up, especially as a bi dude. (Church was very homophobic). So in my later teen years I went full on cringe le redditlord enlightened atheist. Understandable looking back, but still fuck me.
I've mellowed out now in adulthood, still atheist though.
I believed this because I was raised in some super serious Baptist church. My parents were missionaries By the time I was 14 or 15 I was going to the camps on holidays and helping look after and teach the younger kids about Jesus. This really fucked me up, especially as a bi dude. (Church was very homophobic). So in my later teen years I went full on cringe le redditlord enlightened atheist. Understandable looking back, but still fuck me.
I've mellowed out now in adulthood, still atheist though.
My parents weren't missionaries and I'm not bi, but I feel like I can really relate to a lot in your story.