Nothing in this world occurs without reason. If love, as a prerequisite, has no reason, then it cannot exist in this world. Therefore, you've imagined something cool and are bummed you don't have it. I got over not having a dragon, you can get over this. I love my family and friends, I would kill for all of them and die for many. I love communism, because it gives me hope and shows how we should be. I love the way the sky looks when the sun is setting in June, and it's a beautiful sky blue right around it but electric blue everywhere else. I love Latin, the way every word is formed so beautifully and how they relate within a sentence. Surely you can find some love like that in your life, not this one you've gotten stuck on.